Can you sense an hour?
yes you can
can you sense a min?
yes you can
so you can sense two seconds
and so One second
can you sense 1/10th of a sec
yes by the same feeling
and 1/1000th?
yes I should be

hmmm so my question is what is the smallest time you cannot really sense
meaning you wont be feeling a wait?

you cannot imagine that..but you can imagine that you will sense time always
mathematically you can divide time and make smaller and smaller always as much as you like

so there has to be always an interval, however small
and an interval brings the idea of a distance..a space between two points in time

so in order for you to feel instantaneity, or no time interval, this space must be zero

now, that's inconceivable, but according to Einstein that's what happens to "light"

if you are "light" then you will not feel this interval or distance

you will be eternity

On Space And Matter:
space is ofcourse not a substance as we understand by matter/substance
so it is not matter, but can we concieve a matter/material object without space-
the object necessarily has to be in space, it has to be a spatial object
so what is the diffrence between a sphere and a cube,say, made of wood
so when I was carving a sphere out of a random block of wood, I was shaping(spacing

) it
if you touch or look at the surface of the sphere you are loooking at a particular geometry of space
forget the wood, you have a form of space
so space and matter are inseparable
Thus I look at matter as a way to shape space
or to organize space...a Spherical wooden ball is a way to shape space into a sphere and a cube into a cube
now the question: what is distance? (between two points in space)
This post will be long so will postpone discussion on distance and next Time which again are so integral to understanding space

I am interested in the impossibles
the impossibilty of ever making the space between the description and the object of description
say I ask you to explain "time" and you can give any number of descriptions
but the gap remains in making it closer and closer or what...
explain a particular work of art, keep describing, interpreting, getting closer and closer but the space remains, that's the space where you can punch in the word called hope or despair
a very despairingly hopeful example is "death"
The impossible "other"

i always thought that what you need most to be a good philosopher, or thinker, as such, is a good pair of shoes..you know..i think walking the streets, in sun rain or moon or dark, and crowd and odour and shit and the poor and dirty and the diseased are the school of working your assignments of philosphy..what would you brood on seeing a small child clad in remnants of a cloth and waiting for her mother to return from some begging errand or food or a wayward fuck? I am OK with that child's state, no problem, her hunger, no problem, her disease no problem, but hell that shameful devastating horrible look in her eyes of some deep loss or you know what..that is ..fuck you..that is you are expecting a promise in that chil'd eye and what you see is all world's and yours..yes..yours..ruthless selfishness...OK..I need the attitude of one stable No Joy, No pain, No sad, way...and a good pair of shoes, I gotta run and walk really fast and think it out the way I walk or run..I cannot see that shit and let my naked feet touch the wet road..I will catch the infection then

your body is made of thoughts
a thought was made of some odd non-material
i was wondering if it was as common as a image or a sound or well a video
that is too diminishing to the body, i mean the thought
some people try to scare you by acting suicide
and that blows out reasonable shit from your guts
I hate it
then you had better keep your hold and watch
then damn you may keep a mutter in your head wondering if she really did it
and you then know she hadnt and you are pissed
cause you gave a measure of truth to her
you did care

Medical Diagnoses

i was thinking about Medical Diagnosis...i was thinking about the subject of study in medicine...the being in question is a "given"..the machine is made..we know somewhere there is a design..i mean say a computer or any automaton, they are man-made..a design exists and we can get to a cause of the issue

but what about the being we are studying for which we no way to know the design...
we are constructing the design in the reverse...the Genome project..and how do make sure

thou art that

upanishads: "thou art that"
general interpretation is your purpose is to realize youself...something like you are the object or there is no difference between the tree and yourself, and that is what needs to be realized (moksha)
this creates the temperance of not investigating the object thoroughly, an axiomatic or initial detachment from the object is preliminary to closer scientific investigation